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Y Tuesday, April 19, 2005Y
7:17 AM
finally the phone line is fixed...telekom take so bloody long to fix my line...

lucky last saturday i went to my uncle house and thank god they have line...and duh..of cuz take advantage to blog!! *evil*

for those who sms me or called me or try to call the house,sorry i didnt reply u back nor call yr house back...my sis and i are totally broke,we dont have credit...mum too..that 2 bucks is so important to us in case we need to make emergency calls..plus the house phone is down...gomen! its not that i dun wan to answer or dont bother to call! gomen!

cried a bit...just had a phone conversation with my dad...havent seen him for quite sometime adi..he's working like hell out there..i can feel his determination to keep on going!!we chat a bit...i noe my dad,even me,mum,sis...all of us are struggling...my dad told me "julia,study hard!!thats your duty....dont worry bout daddy......" his words,his expectation towards me.......i wont let u down dad.

thank god there is a shop called "buy.sell.trade"!!! arigato!! arigato!!!

"i'm a survivor,
i'm gonna make it,
i will survive,
keep on surviving!!"



easons why i prefer uncle seng
-clean
-healthier
-affordable (rm 2 for a plate of mee i damn cheap for me)
-filling

must budget myself this week..if not..i seriosly will have no money...gomen i brought u into this..if wasnt for me,u can enjoy your peppercorn and mcdonalds!!

and btw, everyone who read this... me and cheese are nothing but jus friends!!!!! i repeat friends!!!!!

when a gal and boy are alwiz together,and they already said that they r not a couple,some ppl still tend to say they are!! baka!! erm.....so weird......

heese is my only closest fren in jan intake....if only kelly wuz in my class..if only she's from jan intake...the others...either diff class...or only find me when they have no one else...plz understand that...plus,i dont easily trust someone and then folow them..i'm still hiding in a shell and only part of them is broken...i'm not ready to go out of the shell yet...

xams are coming...i have a quiz which cause me 10m on the 25th april...and i'm very worried i have exams on the 4th of may....my econs is already ont he 3rd..accounts on the 5th...4th of may is a very important day in my life...its the day i'm gonna take of my braces!!!! *prays hard*

i have two assignments to do..roughly in 3 weeks time i have to hand em up...my gosh...s**cks!!!

and baby,i miss you a lot...i really hope i can meet you soon!!

btw,composed a song....its call "two types of love"

this words bring a lot of meaning to me..does it to u?

sometimes i remember,
the darkness of my past,
bringing back this memories,
i wish i didnt have,
sometimes i think of letting go,
and never looking back,
and never moving forward so,
there would never be a past....


linkin park..my all time favourite....love them lots!!!

Pic Today


hehe


mwa

me n daddy!!! i wuz foolin

around in his office