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Y ``__My WoRlD__``Y

I will hold you, in my thoughts and in my heart,until we meet again.

Hatred.Evil.Lies.Betrayal.Suicide.Death.The end of me

Faith.Hope.Trust.The new beginning

Do you Really know me?

Welcome

To My World........

Welcome

To Know Me........

Y ``__ThIs iS tHa B!+Ch__`` Y


__me`julia_rei
.age`twentyyyyy (going to be 21!!! omfgggggggg wahahhahah)
_mail`nickylee88@hotmail.com phoebe_gurl1910@hotmail.com
.msn`nickylee88@hotmail.com
__occupation`student in college (currently studying in Monash Malaysia)
.d.o.b`19oct
__star sign`libra
.dreams`to become rich and a bit famous,model,air stewardess (no more..cuz its gone)..so business shit lo
__my type of music`pop,rock,oldies,
sentimental,techno n trance.... except...r&b.. it kinda suck to me at times
.Fav food`sushi!(yum yum),yu tau mai,pan mee,asam laksa,loshi fan,mum's cooking
__Fav Drinks`starbucks,ais milo,fruit drinks

Y ``__Sh3 LoVeS__``Y

1;myself
2;frenz
3;dadee,mumee,sissy
4;him
5;anime
6;food
7;shopping
8;clothes
9;music
10;dogs,horse
11;$$$
12;jesus <3
13;nail art
14;to be loved
15;chocolate

Y ``__Sh3 DiSliKeS__``Y

1;irritating ppl
2;lizards
3;disgusting sutff
4;l.a.l.a.s
5;yellow
6;bitter stuff
7;studying

Y ``__th3 oTh3r WorLds__``Y

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Y ``__Br3ak ThE SiLeN3e__``Y


Y ``__ThE PaSt WiLl NevEr CoMe BaCk__``Y

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Y ``__MeEt ShIfAkA GeN__``Y

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Y ``__MeEt PiGGy H3leNa__``Y

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Y ``__u R BiTcH nO__``Y


Y ``__AlWaYz-BliNk 182__``Y

I've been here before a few times
And I'm quite aware we're dying
And your hands they shake with goodbyes
And I'll take you back if you'd have me

So here I am, I'm trying
So here I am, are you ready?

Come on let me hold you, touch you, feel you,
Always
Kiss you, taste you, all night
Always

And I'll miss your laugh your smile
I'll admit I'm wrong if you'd tell me
I'm so sick of fights I hate them
Let's start this again for real

So here I am, I'm trying
So here I am, are you ready
So here I am, I'm trying
So here I am, are you ready

Come on let me hold you, touch you, feel you,
Always
Kiss you, taste you,
All night
Always
Come on let me hold you, touch you, feel you,
Always
Kiss you, taste you, all night
Always

I've been here before a few times
And I'm quite aware we're dying

Come on let me hold you, touch you, feel you
Always
Kiss you, taste you, all night
Always
Come on let me hold you, touch you, feel you
Always
Kiss you taste you, all night
Always

Y ``__My HollOw WoRlD__``Y

u dont like me,
i've always liked u,
and now u hate me,
what am i to do,

and i'm feeling so down,feeling so lonely,
in this god dammed place,
u treat me like a fool,
tell me what.....am i to u?

_Chorus_
and all this pain,
cause this fear,
kept me hiding in my hollow world,
cry for me..no!
u'll never feel this pain...
this...pain....this pain

are we still friends?
i saw u leaving me here,
bitching about me,
thought i didnt realize

how could u do this to me?
do this shit!
in this god dammed place
what did i do wrong to u till u...
wash me away...

Chorus (x2)

and i'm drowning,
help me someone,
save me...someone,
i'm dying here...

and all this pain....
kept me hiding..kept me hiding in my....
hollow world.............

Y ``__TwO TyPes Of LoVe__``Y

pick up the phone
why aren't u answering her
why are u ignoring her
she's waiting for your...

call you last night
you were with the other girl
she called again and again
but you dont even bother

_Chorus_
two types of love
she love him more then he does
he loves her more then she does
how does she feel
she feels lonlier then ever
nobody wants her
shes giving up giving up
her life

open the door
why arent you answering her?
why are you ignoring her?
she's in the stormy weather

raindrops keep falling
yet she doesnt care
she's not giving up
but your not waiting for her

_Chorus_

pick up the phone
why arent you answering her
why are u ignoring her
she's waiting for your call..

Y Thursday, June 23, 2005Y
6:05 PM
TOMORROWS LAN AND I STILL HAVENT STUDY!!! well i dont give a damn on it anywayz..i just need to get 2 more marks which is like 1 correct in the final exam and i will pass the whole subject...*prays hard for a pass*..wish me luck ppl!!! *jumps jumps*

mind my bad words..i just had to curse these ppl

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something terrible happend yesterday..mums car got robbed in klang..T-T some idiot shit broke my mums window and took her smart tag...=.=,,l,,...sighz...what the heck man...fuck that stealer..curseeeeeee himmm...lucky mum told me not to stick my smart tag..so i just hide it in my car...i am not using it anyway haha..havent top up yet..will only top up every beginning of a month..

today while i wuz driving some machan driver with his bunch of ma chan friends "tiong" me..fuckers man..obviosly my car no power..and i basically dun intend to drive fast and challenging them..=.= i nearly bang those fuckers man..they purposely drive beside me then vrooom straight away turn to my lane right in front of me..i wuz staring at them man when i pass them later cuz they use another way..and of cuz the driver too stare at me..loose eye contact cuz i gotta go up..FUCK U MA CHAN DRIVER.....ARGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH...

had a terrible and weird dream...i dunno why i dreamt it..i wuz driving my sis back from school..an in the dream its not even my school,it looks like an abandon place in i-dunno-where...

scene changes

i wuz in sunway lagoon playing rides with 7 and yang...we tried on roller coasters and stuff...kinda stupid haha...like little kids only...

scene changes again

i wuz in church..sudenly this guy shout and say "she's not loyal to god..she's not loyal to jesus"..then they put me on a table..and then a few man hold me..i cant escape...then the man said i have to feel the suferring that jesus go through...(my gosh...so da vinci code like that monk) then he took my hand an thrust my hand to a big needle...i wuz like moaning in pain man...ahhhhhhhhh..then he took my hand from the needle...my hand wuz all bloody by then..then he said..this is not enough..so he took my hand again,aim my knuckle to the needle and again thrust my knuckle in it..fuckkkk..pain pain...i'm not sure weather i really felt it a not...

then he whip my hands..whip and whip until my hands got so bloody and full of marks...i wuz like crying and crying..i wna to run...i move but i cant...i'm so helpless...T_T

then he said...now,cut your finger...i feel so stupid in the dream..i said "har,jesus got cut his finger wan meh?" then man said "yes...he cut all 10" (well in real fact..jesus didnt...>.<) then the man said CUT IT CUT IT!!! my mum wuz there holding the tool to cut my finger.mum said "i don think can...it cant fit her finger" fuck me...i wuz so stupid in the dream,i wuz busy thinking which finger should i cut... (WTFFFFFFFFFFFFFFF) =.=''' is choose my pinky finger...the man tried to cut it but it wont work..

scene change again =.=

i'm free..and the most fucked up thing i said wuz THANK YOU....and it wuz to the man who torture the hell out of me...

so much for a dream huh???

i hope u enjoy this dream that i share with u guys! ^0^

hell out ppl!!!

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