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Y ``__My WoRlD__``Y

I will hold you, in my thoughts and in my heart,until we meet again.

Hatred.Evil.Lies.Betrayal.Suicide.Death.The end of me

Faith.Hope.Trust.The new beginning

Do you Really know me?

Welcome

To My World........

Welcome

To Know Me........

Y ``__ThIs iS tHa B!+Ch__`` Y


__me`julia_rei
.age`twentyyyyy (going to be 21!!! omfgggggggg wahahhahah)
_mail`nickylee88@hotmail.com phoebe_gurl1910@hotmail.com
.msn`nickylee88@hotmail.com
__occupation`student in college (currently studying in Monash Malaysia)
.d.o.b`19oct
__star sign`libra
.dreams`to become rich and a bit famous,model,air stewardess (no more..cuz its gone)..so business shit lo
__my type of music`pop,rock,oldies,
sentimental,techno n trance.... except...r&b.. it kinda suck to me at times
.Fav food`sushi!(yum yum),yu tau mai,pan mee,asam laksa,loshi fan,mum's cooking
__Fav Drinks`starbucks,ais milo,fruit drinks

Y ``__Sh3 LoVeS__``Y

1;myself
2;frenz
3;dadee,mumee,sissy
4;him
5;anime
6;food
7;shopping
8;clothes
9;music
10;dogs,horse
11;$$$
12;jesus <3
13;nail art
14;to be loved
15;chocolate

Y ``__Sh3 DiSliKeS__``Y

1;irritating ppl
2;lizards
3;disgusting sutff
4;l.a.l.a.s
5;yellow
6;bitter stuff
7;studying

Y ``__th3 oTh3r WorLds__``Y

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Y ``__MeEt ShIfAkA GeN__``Y

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Y ``__MeEt PiGGy H3leNa__``Y

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Y ``__u R BiTcH nO__``Y


Y ``__AlWaYz-BliNk 182__``Y

I've been here before a few times
And I'm quite aware we're dying
And your hands they shake with goodbyes
And I'll take you back if you'd have me

So here I am, I'm trying
So here I am, are you ready?

Come on let me hold you, touch you, feel you,
Always
Kiss you, taste you, all night
Always

And I'll miss your laugh your smile
I'll admit I'm wrong if you'd tell me
I'm so sick of fights I hate them
Let's start this again for real

So here I am, I'm trying
So here I am, are you ready
So here I am, I'm trying
So here I am, are you ready

Come on let me hold you, touch you, feel you,
Always
Kiss you, taste you,
All night
Always
Come on let me hold you, touch you, feel you,
Always
Kiss you, taste you, all night
Always

I've been here before a few times
And I'm quite aware we're dying

Come on let me hold you, touch you, feel you
Always
Kiss you, taste you, all night
Always
Come on let me hold you, touch you, feel you
Always
Kiss you taste you, all night
Always

Y ``__My HollOw WoRlD__``Y

u dont like me,
i've always liked u,
and now u hate me,
what am i to do,

and i'm feeling so down,feeling so lonely,
in this god dammed place,
u treat me like a fool,
tell me what.....am i to u?

_Chorus_
and all this pain,
cause this fear,
kept me hiding in my hollow world,
cry for me..no!
u'll never feel this pain...
this...pain....this pain

are we still friends?
i saw u leaving me here,
bitching about me,
thought i didnt realize

how could u do this to me?
do this shit!
in this god dammed place
what did i do wrong to u till u...
wash me away...

Chorus (x2)

and i'm drowning,
help me someone,
save me...someone,
i'm dying here...

and all this pain....
kept me hiding..kept me hiding in my....
hollow world.............

Y ``__TwO TyPes Of LoVe__``Y

pick up the phone
why aren't u answering her
why are u ignoring her
she's waiting for your...

call you last night
you were with the other girl
she called again and again
but you dont even bother

_Chorus_
two types of love
she love him more then he does
he loves her more then she does
how does she feel
she feels lonlier then ever
nobody wants her
shes giving up giving up
her life

open the door
why arent you answering her?
why are you ignoring her?
she's in the stormy weather

raindrops keep falling
yet she doesnt care
she's not giving up
but your not waiting for her

_Chorus_

pick up the phone
why arent you answering her
why are u ignoring her
she's waiting for your call..

Y Friday, July 29, 2005Y
10:29 AM
Day 13

at this minute, yes, at 131, i feel like i've really lost the one that i love...as if he's really not coming back... he's gone forever...

and yet till now, i'm putting so much faith and hope in it, hoping that he will come back to me....

or....it seemed rather too quick....

nevertheless, i still noe i have to punish myself, feel hurt, and wrong........for i noe, if someone else enter his life, i cant do anything anymore.... its hopeless

thx ming for being ther for me, for all that sms...so sorry but i dun have cradit to reply u back...and i noe u will understand..thanks..hugz

Where is yr heart baby?

I don't believe,
In the smile that you leave,
When you walk away And say goodbye...

Well I don't expect ,
The world to move underneath me
But for god sake could you try..

I know that you're true to me,
You're always there ,
You say you care I know that you wanna be mine..

Where is your heart?
Cause I don't really feel you..
Where is your heart ?
What I really want is to believe you
Is it so hard to give me what I need
I Want your heart to bleed
Thats all I'm asking for
Ohhh Where is your heart?

I don't understand ,
Your love is so cold
It's always me whose reaching out For your hand
And I've always dreamed
That love would be everlast
Like a pedal falling to the ground A dream to follow in his dreams

kelly clarkson

for those who noe this song, aint it meaningful? i love it!! and part of this song tells u how i'm feeling! cheers ppl!

hollow shadow

......living in the shadows........