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Y ``__My WoRlD__``Y

I will hold you, in my thoughts and in my heart,until we meet again.

Hatred.Evil.Lies.Betrayal.Suicide.Death.The end of me

Faith.Hope.Trust.The new beginning

Do you Really know me?

Welcome

To My World........

Welcome

To Know Me........

Y ``__ThIs iS tHa B!+Ch__`` Y


__me`julia_rei
.age`twentyyyyy (going to be 21!!! omfgggggggg wahahhahah)
_mail`nickylee88@hotmail.com phoebe_gurl1910@hotmail.com
.msn`nickylee88@hotmail.com
__occupation`student in college (currently studying in Monash Malaysia)
.d.o.b`19oct
__star sign`libra
.dreams`to become rich and a bit famous,model,air stewardess (no more..cuz its gone)..so business shit lo
__my type of music`pop,rock,oldies,
sentimental,techno n trance.... except...r&b.. it kinda suck to me at times
.Fav food`sushi!(yum yum),yu tau mai,pan mee,asam laksa,loshi fan,mum's cooking
__Fav Drinks`starbucks,ais milo,fruit drinks

Y ``__Sh3 LoVeS__``Y

1;myself
2;frenz
3;dadee,mumee,sissy
4;him
5;anime
6;food
7;shopping
8;clothes
9;music
10;dogs,horse
11;$$$
12;jesus <3
13;nail art
14;to be loved
15;chocolate

Y ``__Sh3 DiSliKeS__``Y

1;irritating ppl
2;lizards
3;disgusting sutff
4;l.a.l.a.s
5;yellow
6;bitter stuff
7;studying

Y ``__th3 oTh3r WorLds__``Y

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Y ``__Br3ak ThE SiLeN3e__``Y


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Y ``__MeEt ShIfAkA GeN__``Y

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Y ``__MeEt PiGGy H3leNa__``Y

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Y ``__u R BiTcH nO__``Y


Y ``__AlWaYz-BliNk 182__``Y

I've been here before a few times
And I'm quite aware we're dying
And your hands they shake with goodbyes
And I'll take you back if you'd have me

So here I am, I'm trying
So here I am, are you ready?

Come on let me hold you, touch you, feel you,
Always
Kiss you, taste you, all night
Always

And I'll miss your laugh your smile
I'll admit I'm wrong if you'd tell me
I'm so sick of fights I hate them
Let's start this again for real

So here I am, I'm trying
So here I am, are you ready
So here I am, I'm trying
So here I am, are you ready

Come on let me hold you, touch you, feel you,
Always
Kiss you, taste you,
All night
Always
Come on let me hold you, touch you, feel you,
Always
Kiss you, taste you, all night
Always

I've been here before a few times
And I'm quite aware we're dying

Come on let me hold you, touch you, feel you
Always
Kiss you, taste you, all night
Always
Come on let me hold you, touch you, feel you
Always
Kiss you taste you, all night
Always

Y ``__My HollOw WoRlD__``Y

u dont like me,
i've always liked u,
and now u hate me,
what am i to do,

and i'm feeling so down,feeling so lonely,
in this god dammed place,
u treat me like a fool,
tell me what.....am i to u?

_Chorus_
and all this pain,
cause this fear,
kept me hiding in my hollow world,
cry for me..no!
u'll never feel this pain...
this...pain....this pain

are we still friends?
i saw u leaving me here,
bitching about me,
thought i didnt realize

how could u do this to me?
do this shit!
in this god dammed place
what did i do wrong to u till u...
wash me away...

Chorus (x2)

and i'm drowning,
help me someone,
save me...someone,
i'm dying here...

and all this pain....
kept me hiding..kept me hiding in my....
hollow world.............

Y ``__TwO TyPes Of LoVe__``Y

pick up the phone
why aren't u answering her
why are u ignoring her
she's waiting for your...

call you last night
you were with the other girl
she called again and again
but you dont even bother

_Chorus_
two types of love
she love him more then he does
he loves her more then she does
how does she feel
she feels lonlier then ever
nobody wants her
shes giving up giving up
her life

open the door
why arent you answering her?
why are you ignoring her?
she's in the stormy weather

raindrops keep falling
yet she doesnt care
she's not giving up
but your not waiting for her

_Chorus_

pick up the phone
why arent you answering her
why are u ignoring her
she's waiting for your call..

Y Saturday, May 06, 2006Y
5:26 AM
(names are not mentioned)

yesterday somethin really terrible happened...

something so bad till two lifes could be lost...forever

my friend got involved in a car accident..a terrible one..the car cant be used anymore..its totally gone..like a toy car smashed and the little kid cant play with it anymore..

i'm scared...when my pal told me bout it..i wuz so scared..my heart was beating so fast till i jus had to call my friend to check if he is alright and thank god he is doing great and he is still alive...

the car banged and flipped when he couldnt make a corner..the airbag saved him...he got an injury on his head and half of his face and neck was bleeding..

as for the passenget seat, there a piece of plastic and it broke..and it was sticking out facing the passenger seat...thank god no one was sitting in the passenger seat that night..

my pal went to search for his specs but he cant find it..the driver seat is bloody...

i jus thank god...thank god for savin his life...he is still so young and there is still so many things for him to see and experience...

what if my pal was sitting in his car yesterday?
what if the air bag didnt save my friend?
what if the accident was worst that this?
what if....what if....what if.....

i'm glad everythin is fine now...my fren is ok...my pal, still freaked out, but doin fine...

just pray and hope nothing like this would happen again...

ppl,jus a reminder...when u are sleepy,pull over!!! don't continue driving..cause ou wont know..yr eyes jus close...and in seconds..jus seconds..u could jus loose yr life..

another case,according to my freinds sister...she fell asleep when she while she was driving..the car jus hit the side..the whole front part of the car (dunno what u call that) is gone..smash..she's doin great now..

dad,fell asleep when he was reaching the toll...banged the wall that seperates the toll booth.whole front smash...chest hit the stering wheel..pain..but survived...

i'm scared..cause i really dun wan to ever receive a call sayin that my one of my family members or freind jus died in a car accident..and obviously none of you would want that too..

to all my family and freinds,hugsssssss to each and every one of you!!

ahhhhh i am jus so glad and happy that my two friends are still hereeeee!!! wooo hoooo0000

so remember-lah...becareful when u are on the road...anything could happen!!

PRAISE THE LORD!!!

mwah
xoxo

exam 5th june to 13th june...no one can save me...aih...doomed...now u noe why i dun update my blog.. =p